stressed out...

haiz...been very very stressed out recently...out of job,no money..wtf shld i do?even if i hav a damn job i still can't fork out my transportation fees and food..how to survive untill my salary?my parents are unable to help me,all i can do now is wait to die liao lor?wanna go "pian" still hv to wait..not even confirm can really do anot..wad the heck shld i do..?rough..i've been goin thru very rough times this 2 years liao..crap la..damn lost...advice anyone..?=( listening to thai music right now...since the first time i started listening to it,juz can't get it off my mind.need to understand wad it means thru lyrics and found it beautifully written..currently listening to ruk sam sao..which means "Sad Love Triangle".trying to find the damn song to put it in my playlist,so that i can share wif anyone reading the blog.anyways..hope everything turns out fine..certainly i hope so..