bleahs!

nothing much today actually...the usual job hunting and trying to find ways to get sum quick cash...usual headaches,backaches and lack of sleep.starting to wonder,why has life suddenly turn so bad for me?a test?or juz simply i'm not loved anymore.alot of random thoughts running thru my mind right now.juZ feel everything is unfair.towards me especially.so stressed out right now.helpless and lost..looking at joo joo(my featherless parrot)down dere self-entertaining herself.so cute..